i am the problem.

uh, i think girls look better without makeup. almost always.

i don’t think this is some sort of feminism, though. i just think it’s a personal preference.

but where do personal preferences come from? the way i filter and weigh stimuli, i guess. ultimately the brain. or the soul too, perhaps. i don’t feel i can take credit for anything awesome about me, really, because i didn’t do it. biology and circumstances did. 

it’s weird. reality is surreal for me.

littleelk:

• Post some art and/or doodles I’ve done, because I really don’t do it often, and I don’t know why I haven’t.
• UPDATE MY LIVEJOURNAL.  I’ve been avoiding it because I haven’t done it in so long, which makes me avoid updating even more out of intimidation (the logic is very faulty).  It’s terrible because I REALLY WANT TO.
• Start packing my room, because I move back to PA from AZ on Tuesday.  Oh.  My.  Goodness.

ooOOOOOOooohh!